My poems for the girl I call "Chinita" (my very first blog!!!!!!)

I wrote these poetic pieces as my simple token of admiration to somebody whose display of her job aboard the airplane i rode last May took my mind away...The girl just didn't know that i felt something intense for her when I saw her even only once... but in the later months a bitter thing happened...and it hurt me very much...

but still, here are my poems for her....

"Para sa Crush Kong Stewardess"

Isang umaga, sumakay ako ng eroplano
Sa malaking lungsod ako patungo
Pagpasok ko ay mayroon akong nadatnan
Isang stewardess, na taglay ang kagandahan at kaanyuan

Taglay niya ang magandang hugis ng kanyang katawan
Ang chinitang mga mata na tiyak ang iba'y gaganahan
Ang mahinhin niyang kilos na nakakatukso
At higit sa lahat, ang kapansin-pansin niyang tangkad,
na siyang tumatak sa aking isip at puso

O anong saya at galak ang aking nadama
Nang matanaw ko ang kanyang angking kagandahan
Biglaan na lang at may naramdaman ako na ibang-iba
Ito kaya'y isang tago na pagtingin, naglalaro sa aking isipan?

Lumapit ako sa kanya
At nagkatitigan kaming dalawa
Sa kilig na aking nadama
Tila natunaw ako sa labis na ligaya
nang makita ko siya

Nais ko man ipahayag ang pagtingin at paghanga
Na sa kanya ako'y nangangarap
Gustohin ko man na sabihin ang nararamdaman
Sa isang simpleng tula ko na lang ito ipapaalam

Sa gabi, nakatingala ako sa langit
Nag-aabang kung may eroplano'ng palapit
Pag may makita ako, ibubulong ko sa sarili
PARA SA CRUSH KONG STEWARDESS, "ingat ka palagi."

Kung sino man iyon, siyang bumabasa ngayon....
Sana'y muli kitang masilayan.........

Written on June 7, 2009



Kung Ika’y Panaginip Lamang
(by Daydreamer- “the lyrical poet”)

Kung ika’y panaginip lamang
Sana’y masilayan muli kita
Upang mapawi ang aking kalungkutan
At sabihin sa ‘yo, minamahal ka sa tuwina

Kung ika’y panaginip lamang
Kasing layo at taas ng mga tala
Sana’y muli kang makamtan
Ipagdarasal ko kay Amang Bathala

Kung ika’y panaginip lamang
Paano pa kita mahagilap?
Ang puso ko’y nasasaktan
Dahil ikaw ang hinahanap

Kung ika’y panaginip lamang
Ipagtatapat ko pa rin ang nararamdaman
Wagas na pagsinta na aking tangan
Alay ko sa ‘yo, ako’y iyong pagbigyan

Kung ika’y panaginip lamang
Sana’y ‘di na ako magising
Kaysa damhin ko’ng mapait na katotohanan
Na ika’y mahirap abutin…

Written July 2009





Experience
(by Daydreamer- “the lyrical poet”)

I.
Summer vacation
Free from stress and tension
Hitchin’ at the plane on a mission
For my awaited excursion
Without expectation
I was delighted by my vision
Seeing this tall, beautiful woman
I felt an intense infatuation

II.
My head flashes thoughts of her
Pondering of “she and me forever”
Don’t know how to behave well
‘coz only her picture in my mind swells
Intense infatuation
Inexplicable admiration
Feeling of self-satisfaction
All I want to show her is my action

III.
Request on Friendster
Request on Facebook
Sent a letter and a poem
On a long, pink envelope
Her friendship is my only hope
Unfortunately, she never gave notice
And she ignored my only wish
That my heart is hers to keep

IV.
Suddenly her “boyfriend” steps in
Tryin’ to stop me from what I’m doing
I felt so cold
My zeal for the woman put on hold
Ill feelings rush through my head
But trying not to let hatred spread
Bitter disappointment
Efforts only wasted

V.
Now I experience:
Frustration
Agitation
Humiliation
Depression
Indignation
Self-rejection
Disillusion
Unjust vexation
A hasty conclusion

VI.
These are the prizes I received
For showing an intense infatuation
It’s time to land the plane, after a journey of it
An infatuation without redemption
As what one slogan says:
“IT’S ABOUT EXPERIENCE.”



Written July 2009









these poems are heartily dedicated to.....somebody from PAL....although i saw her just once...her face has stuck in my mind til now....

but sadly she disregarded me...and never gave attention to my intention...

Marc Christopher M. Labastilla
Cebu City